Hello peepoo, what a peaceful night. Just that i'm feeling disturbed by my hungry stomanch D: man, so hungry! okayy, since its past 12am i shall write my 5th letter noww(: so that i wouldn keep thinking bout it tmr when i studyy. YUP! okayy, so letter 5 is basically bout my dream, hmmmmm. shall share with you guys how my thoughts have change thru the way.

Enjoy reading, jus a short one:D

#Letter5- My dreams

"Dreams are those that keeps me away from an aimless life."

what about you?(:

i've spent my whole childhood dreaming a dream so impossible;to becoming a singer. HAHHA. Singing has been my passion since young. really. i envied every successful singer i see on tv because they perserved and work really hard to achieve what they are today. i mean, its amazing isn't it? they didn give up on their dreams, instead they work towards it. To be frank, this silly dream of mine was what kept me going all this years, really. i've never felt so lost till i was forced to decide what i want to do in future and what course to choose for poly. Bt the word "music music music" just came to my mind. my parents strongly disagreed with my choices of course(not BZSE), and it really got me thinking. &i was really lucky to come across this course, Business and Social Enterprise (BZSE), my current course(: Oh did i mentioned before? apart from music, i enjoy doin voluntary work(: i feel happy whenever i give. hee:D After i was introduced to this course by a BZsenior, i was pretty sure that its gonna be my first choice and i'm gonna work hard for it. and yeapp, BZSE is definitely the right course for me:D

i admit that i am not as courageous to go after my dreams. and i really dislike the way i am. bt that doesn't and will never mean that my passion for music is no longer there. it is still as strong as before.

In this new life of mine, i really hope that i will be able to reach out to more ppl, to bring hope into their life. But i feel that i'm not one who can influence the life of another, cus i dun hold a firm stand in whatever i do. maybe thats why people see me as very indecisive(which is true) and can't lead.(i personally think so. bizmgt=.=) it often bother me alot, cus i always wonder, "how am i gonna transform and influence people to think positive in life with all this negative traits of mine?"

Nonethless, i'm nt gonna give up in changing myself tho i am slow. and maybe it takes years to see my change. i want to touch the lives of people out there. can i?:/ *give myself confidence. YES YOU CAN PHANKIAHGEK:D JIAYOUS. LOVEYOU(:

thats all for my dream(: sry if i got alil side track, which i think i did. LOL. next time, #letter 6-A stranger.