My source of comfort&happiness ♥

Looking at my calendar and for once, i dread for the days to pass so quickly.. Just a few days back, boyfee was notified on his enlistment date and guess what, he will be enlisting in just 1months time. This news came as a joy and shock to me. Well, joy in the sense that because the place he was posted to has always been something he wished to be part of so of course, i'm happy for the fact that he got what he want (: but at the same time, this news came as a shock to me cus firstly, it was too sudden. no one expected him to enlist on such a early note and i'm just left with a month time to 'adjust' my emotions. hmm we've made many plans for the coming months (my birthday, overseas trip, volunteering, 3rd anni celebration etc) but it seems that certain changes are inevitable :/ Nonetheless, i'm still going to be a good girlfr for my boyfee! While he is busy training inside, i'll be busying working hard on my music as well as repaying my loans:/ so.. jiayous to both of us! haha.

&i believe nothing is too tough for us to handle, we're definitely going to pull through it. i'm 100%*infinity sure of it (:

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late night thoughts

Living in this society and learning not to judge is not easy at all. but i'll still be trying cus thats what AH taught me.

As i grow older, i've learnt that not everyone is going to be sincere with how they treat you, they are going to push you away just cus they can and come back to you whenever they feel happy and i'm slowly being able to accept this fact that that's how things are going to be. This does not mean surrendering because to me, being able to accept such facts makes me a happier person and it makes me appreciate my love ones, the people who really love and care for me genuinely.

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