What will my future be? will i be working in a company or will i still be unsure of what i want in life?D: I woke up in the morning feelin very disturbed by all this thoughts. Even when i was tryin to watch videos to distract myself, i can't help but to think of this.

arghh. so annoyin. so maybe bloggin out my thoughts will make me feel better after that, i hope. haha. Ever since i came to poly, i start to worry bout my future. i'm afraid i wouldn't be able to do well in the workin society. and that all the companies will choose not to hire me. haha. am i thinkin alil too far? hope i'm not. haha.

i want to pick up new skills. but what?:x i'm not one who is very into business rather i'm more to the social and art side. i want to help people, and i want to sing. HAHHA. if only i could rewind time back to those days when i could just sleep and not wake up from all this wonderful dreams.

HOW NOW BROWN COW?!? ok, wait. my bro is backk. brb.

ohh, backk. YAY-ness. food, finally:D okayy, i think better with food, i hope.

so.. to continue, yeah, its kinda stressful to see everyone movin real fast infront of me. and i'm laggin behind.. i need someone there to tell me that i can, and is willing to work towards the future with me. (D)

haha. i dunno what i wanna type anymore, when i had a lot on my mind just now. LOLOL. haha. guess thats all for now, will be back at night to blog mooore.

Have great day ahead everyone!

misses. xoxo.