As the title suggest, in this post, you'll get to learn about the 10% me that people seldom know of and yes, it's gonna take a long time before these emotions return because.. i'm naturally a happy girl hehe. so yeahh. enjoy reading!
Recently, i've been blogging alil more, tweeting a lil more, staring into blank space alil more because i realise that as we grow older, friendship becomes a struggle. Whether is it the current f/s or even new f/s. No one is as naive as before and everyone has their own set of thinking. No one really care as much, and no one really puts in the effort anymore.
**&by saying no one, i don't mean no one. just putting it in a generalise term. LOL. confusing much. haha**
i actually feel sad as i'm typing this. that's so not me.
yeah, i can easily just take this w a pinch of salt and not be bothered by it (which is what i've been doing) but when night falls and i find myself sitting alone infront of my laptop, looking at friends having conversations of their own and i question myself, where's mine?
BUT THEN AGAIN;
Bt i'm just blogging this out because ray reminded the yp today that we're only human and yes, that hits me, i'm only human and it's ok to be sad sometimes, cus what matters most is how we pick ourselves up after that. I'm smiling most of the time but that doesn't mean i don't get sad. i try to be there for people but that doesn't mean people genuinely appreciates me all the time as well. bt whatever it is, life still goes on isn't it? (:
Everyday i keep telling myself to try harder than the day before, to be someone better. & i just keep trying and trying. & if anyone doesn't feel like i do then i'm sorry. i can't please everyone and when i really do stop trying that's when it hits a level where i feel really unappreciated and unneeded.
Okayy.. enough of that. i can't stand myself ranting too much LOOOL. so this is just a short rant after a billion years.
To everyone out there; Always rmb to appreciate everyone and everything around yoou cus we're actually always always much more blissful than we think we are^^
Cheeriods!
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