sigh

DD has been off to a 3D2N chalet with his friends. Miss him alooot. i hate it whenever he is not around& i'll come to senses that i dunno who to turn to. feel ultra lonely. ok, maybe i am wrong. i know that there are people there for me. but i just cant... ok, forget about it. Just feeling really terrible inside when the thought of "friends" comes to me. Dance tmr. hope everything will be fine. After tmr, i'll be having my own room officially. but why do i not feel happy. nt even excited. byebye.