&i say you're the only one in my life.

Hi, i miss you alot):

Have been staying at home the past few days. its so different from my past holidays where i've always been out playing. haha. i wanna work, but i dun feel motivated to look for a job. prolly jus tired of having to face the whole process alone again. i envy those who have their friends with them through their holidays. envy those that dun work alone. envy those that go on shopping spree without having much to worry about. envy those that are leading a meaningful life. envy those that wake up in the morning having plans set ahead for them, unlike me with nothing in mind.

i miss DD. i miss the times i get to spend with him without being afraid of him getting called back to office anytime or even in the middle of our date. i miss the feeling when we can spend the whole night chatting. i miss the days when his mind is free from work. i miss how we used to meet up in the noon after we woke up from our long hours of sleep, just to see each other. i really miss those times.

but i'm gonna endure it. because i know, its going to be for a greater future of ours.

i believe in you, i believe in us. thankyou for every single effort u took to keep me accompanied. really happy and appreciated alot(:

DD jiayous, you know u always have my support no matter what. i love you(: