We've made it!

We've made it. These 3 years have been a rather smooth sailing one, i made many lovely friends and though we didn't manage to be close knitted friends but i'm still thankful for each and everyone of you (: Those that gave me words of encouragement whenever i'm down, those that crapped w me whenever i'm bored, those who believed in me and those that gave me the chance to be a better me, thankyou all (: Though i still feel that this 3 years, i could have done better in studies, could have given myself a chance to find a close knitted friend but i know the choices i made back then are what made me to whom i'm today and honestly i'm really happy. hehehe. Being in Ngee Ann gave me so muchh to remember, the friends and lecturers i met there, the yummy food, the late night studies, the comfy attic and not forgetting that's where i met boyfee too (: *SMILES*

Nobody likes farewell but sometimes, you just got to smile and say goodbye. Years down the road, i look forward to reading news of my friends' successes and perhaps my own success stories as well(HAHA), i don't know.

We are all unsure of what the future holds for us but i believe as long as we work hard and not give up, we'll be able to achieve our dreams. Once again, thankyou everyone for the lovely memories these 3 years, it means so much to me. Till then, happy graduation my friends. All the best in your future endeavours& do keep in touch (:

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My 20th (:

Birthday to me, is just like any other day but with a very significant meaning to it! 

because 20 years ago.. i was born.

THANKYOU mummy and daddy for bringing me on earth, for being there for me through my growth to who i'm today. i know it's not easy and thankyou can't really express how thankful i'm to all of you so i'll just work hard in whatever i do and try my v best to 赚多多钱! hehehe. 

So.. i had a really lovely day with budd! She surprised me to adventure water cove OMGEEE. i love water and i love DOLPHINS!! SO SO HAPPY& EXCITED. LALALA.

Though we didn't manage to try all the rides because of the queue, we had a really great time slacking, camwhoring, soaking ourselves in the water. hehhe. and budbud treats me so much like a princess hahaha. she carries the float when we go for ride (tho i tried t help bt i don't see any diff LOL HAHA), she drags me ard in the water while i relax on my float. HAHA. guilt x infinity. i think she must be having muscle-ache by now hahaha.

We took quite a number of photos, esp UNGLAM ones so i've decided to upload just a few (: ENJOY:D

Rented a locker to keep our bags and it cost us $10!! Initially i find it really overpriced but after knowing that we're allowed to open and close the locker w/o any additional charges makes the price seems more acceptable.

Me love water!! WHEEEE. being in the water is prolly one of the happiest moment i'll ever have under the sun. hahaha. 

HAPPYGIRL!

Attempting to take pictures in the water. teehee. Maybe i should also consider saving up t get a waterproof case for my phone too. hehehehe. ohh& do pardon my face! HAHA i was afraid that my contacts may drop out so i closed in my eyes in the water. haahaha.

& we went to see DOLPHINS too!! I LOVE DOLPHINS! I LOVE DOLPHINS! I LOVE DOLPHINS!(: they are so pretty, make me wna take up marinebiology degree mytian. too many things i wish to do.. gosh:x instant melts when i saw the dolphins, i just wna hug, kiss and swim with them. hehh. bt putting all my excitement aside, i still feel that dolphins belong t the wild. that's where they truly belong to right..?

So anw.. we kinda lost track of time while admiring the dolphins. HAHA. so.. we left the dolphins reluctantly and headed off t the nxt location!

& yes.. CHEEZ STUDIO!! woohoo. for those who're interested to know more about this interesting place, you can refer back to my previous post HERE (:

Bud chose the grey background and somehow i came out to be really dark:x like.. near t black. haha. i was wondering if it will still look the same if we wore something brighter and lighter in colour. hahaha.

At the end of the session, we spammed photos using bud's phone. and it's effects turned out to be pretty nice too ^^ LOOK AT THE CONTRAST.

Had dinner with budd before i rushed off to class for my fav music! (: everything was fine till towards the end of lesson and suddenly the lights went off and i hear my friends making comments like.. '停电了啊' HAHAHA. & they started singing me the birthday song! I WAS SUPER TOUCHED!! i've always seen this happening to others bt not for myself. really really grateful for all the lil things that they do, it just means so much to me! 

 My very pretty monitress, Jona (: 

HEHE. My friend derrick from OBMP compiled my pictures and sent it to me ^^ 

so sweet of him!! 谢谢你! (:

Aft lessons, my pretty friend shiyu from OBMP sheltered me t my bus stop cus it was raining. SUPER SWEET:x she didn't have to do this but...i feel so loved❤ hee. I was so excited and can't wait to reach home because i still have one final thing waiting for me to complete; that is to open up the prezzie that boyfee has prepared for me before he enlist!

TADAHH!:D

I teared a bucket full of tears when i was reading the booklet he did for me. I understand how much he hated doing art&crafts and handmade gifts but because he knows how i much love receiving them, he did it no matter what. SO BLESSED, SO TOUCHED(': Handmade gifts means aloot to me because i know for that moment, he took his time and effort to do it and it's smth that can't be bought. Just so precious.

& towards the end of the booklet, boyfee actually slot in a disc and ask for me t watch it. I swear i was tearing and smiling at the same time. He actually compiled video msges from my beloved BZ classmates and my closest friends (: THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU *tears*

This 20th birthday have been one of the most fulfilling one.. initially i was just intending to spend my time volunteering etc but it turned out to be more than what i've expected. thankyou everyone for the lil things you do, it means so much to me! LOVE ALL OF YOU<3 p="">

A BIG BIG THANKYOU 

TO EACH& EVERYONE FOR MAKING MY DAY 

IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER (: 

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[diary] 10% me!

As the title suggest, in this post, you'll get to learn about the 10% me that people seldom know of and yes, it's gonna take a long time before these emotions return because.. i'm naturally a happy girl hehe. so yeahh. enjoy reading!

Recently, i've been blogging alil more, tweeting a lil more, staring into blank space alil more because i realise that as we grow older, friendship becomes a struggle. Whether is it the current f/s or even new f/s. No one is as naive as before and everyone has their own set of thinking. No one really care as much, and no one really puts in the effort anymore.

**&by saying no one, i don't mean no one. just putting it in a generalise term. LOL. confusing much. haha**

i actually feel sad as i'm typing this. that's so not me.

yeah, i can easily just take this w a pinch of salt and not be bothered by it (which is what i've been doing) but when night falls and i find myself sitting alone infront of my laptop, looking at friends having conversations of their own and i question myself, where's mine?

BUT THEN AGAIN;

I HATE IT when i make myself seem like a victim cause i'm not and infact my life is really blissful. i'm doing the things i enjoy, i have such a lovely boyfr and family and i have really nice friends (from AH& OBMP) and perhaps 1 or 2 close friends so obviously these 'down' emotions wouldn't stay for loong.

Bt i'm just blogging this out because ray reminded the yp today that we're only human and yes, that hits me, i'm only human and it's ok to be sad sometimes, cus what matters most is how we pick ourselves up after that. I'm smiling most of the time but that doesn't mean i don't get sad. i try to be there for people but that doesn't mean people genuinely appreciates me all the time as well. bt whatever it is, life still goes on isn't it? (:

Everyday i keep telling myself to try harder than the day before, to be someone better. & i just keep trying and trying. & if anyone doesn't feel like i do then i'm sorry. i can't please everyone and when i really do stop trying that's when it hits a level where i feel really unappreciated and unneeded.

Okayy.. enough of that. i can't stand myself ranting too much LOOOL. so this is just a short rant after a billion years.

To everyone out there; Always rmb to appreciate everyone and everything around yoou cus we're actually always always much more blissful than we think we are^^

Cheeriods!

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Today marks the start of boyfee's 2 years commitment. hm, 2 years 说长不长，说短不短 but i believe we'll both grow to become better individuals as well as to be an even more loving and understanding couple through this period of time (:

We'll go through whatever that comes in our way, hand in hand, through it all. ILOVEYOUBOYFEE.

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Count your blessings❤

1 more day to boyfee's enlistment and i'm getting so emotional and all:/ BUT i've promised boyfee that i'll stay strong and no tears on his enlistment day! Since he is enlisting tmr.. proper haircut is a must--> shaving his hair bald and I requested to be part of this precious moment. HAHAHA.

Aunty annie taught me how to use a shaver and so i took the first shave off boyfee's hair, followed by many more shaves:x Eugene decided to join in the fun as well. HAHA.

Then comes a very courageous move from dd, he took the shaver and shaved off his fringe without much hesitation. *CLAPS* hahaha.

Look at his solemn expression. haha:/

okay but seriously speaking.. i believe that NS marks the start of a new beginning and i wish to do smth significant and memorable as part of his new beginning, so that's when the idea of shaving his hair comes to my mind. What's more, he is getting bald only once in a lifetime, so it's definitely something worth remembering(:

Handsome boyfee in beanie ^^

Headed off for lessons & was greeted by my classmate, Mint's gongcha treat (': She's duper sweet! Really appreciate her lil kind gesture, really brightens up my day aloot! (:

Not just that, OB staff also prepared cakes for all the May babies. super duper sweet and thoughful can?!? Everyone sang happy birthday together w tcher Daniel's guitar strumming. *MELTS* So thankful that i found myself another family (:

So thankful for everyone and every little thing ❤

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Insight SPF!

Morning treat from boyfee (:

Registered & attended Insight SPF with dearest and it was really an eye-opening experience. haha. We got to learn more about the different areas police specialises in as well as some of the performance prepared for us. It was amazing, haha i mean police nowadays have alot to take on. They need to know about law, catch criminals and offscope, they have to know how to act HAHA. okay.. but anw jokes aside, i think their demonstration really reflects alot on the readiness of SPF. 

Other than just performances, we got to take part in their mini activities and booth set-up for participants! it's really cool. it's like.. they had all the different police operation cars opened for us to explore. hehe. 

Dog from K9 unit! ok he look scared of me T.T

Managed to tryout the Airport police bike, i'm not v sure if that's how i shld call it. hahaha.

& i swear, i suck at it.. you can tell just by looking at the pictures. HAHAHA. 

When boyfr was trying out, the police have no worries at all.. 

and when it comes to me...... HAHAHA. the police officer was beside me ALL ALONG, guiding me thru all my turns and speed control. i could have just bang into the tree or just drove off without braking. hahaha. Can't believe i'm doing worst than a 10 year old kid. BOOHOO.

but nonethless, it was a really great experience (: I mean, when will you ever get to have such a chance to try this? unless.. you're interested in being a airport police:D haha. 

Wanted to try out shooting afterwhich but the queue was too long so we went to queue for smth else and TADAHH! driving stimulation! 

Was deceived by the short queue because we ended up queueing for almost 45 minutes. haha. but i would say.. since i do not have the chance to experience driving YET, this was definitely worth my time t queue because in this driving stimulation, we actually got to experience how it feels like to drive on the road and also different weather condition/ situation that we may face in real life and i must say, this really preps us to be more vigilant when driving. SUPER DUPER COOL and i'm so happy that i lasted for more than a minute! Well.. initially i thought i would have just got banged within a few seconds. HAHAH. well done to me *pats on shoulder*

& last but not least, the super duper interesting part; PHOTOSHOOT. 

we actually get to choose what uniform we wish to wear. initially i wanted to choose what boyfr is wearing but.. i was in shorts and i figured out that i'll look weird so i went with the CID vest and cap in the end. HAHAHA. & boyfr's looking extremely smart and handsome. muahahaha.

Frankly speaking, i'm glad we came to this 'open house', boyfee's enlisting in a few days time and at least i'm getting a better understanding of what he maybe doing after his POP period, definitely gonna be proud of him (: Also, since we each have a copy of the photo above, boyfr gonna bring it in to his camp ^^ hee.

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End of our Intensive Keyboard lesson (:

As part of the OB WDA music career program, an intensive keyboard lesson was arranged for students with inadequate music background, esp piano to prep us for the 6 month course and i must say that it has really been an intensive period for us but nonethless, it was really enjoyable and definitely worth our time and effort because within this v short period of time, we've learnt alot and was exposed to many many new things about keyboard playing techniques etc and i'm today actually marks our v last keyboard lesson.. Kinda 舍不得. because every friday, i look forward to meeting all my friendly and like-minded classmates as well as our really awesome keyboard teacher Alvin! tadahh (: but on a brighter note, OBMP lessons are carried out from Monday to Wednesday each week so it isn't that bad afterall ^^ hehe.

Managed to take a group photo t mark the end of our lesson. Teacher alvin in the striped-shirt. hehehe. so.. thankyou once again teacher Alvin! I believe though hectic, this few weeks have been a really rewarding one for all of us (: 

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