One week of elearning gone just like that. didnt submit my finmgt work. didn get to revise any workk. sighh. blame it on my poor time management. dang. tmr is gonna be a full day of studyin till 6>< bet i'm going to fall aslp half way. typical me. tskkk.

but anw, hope that tmr will be a great day ahead(:

tatas.

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Think positive. yes, thats what i will do. <-- u guys have no idea how many times i rewrite before coming out with this sentence. haha.

Sometimes i feel that i'm still unwilling to face the world, to face the fact that one day i'll be like all the working adults in the society. Being in the office, doing paperwork. nooo:/ The thought of it just scares me, not because i'm spoilt(i'm nt kay!-.-) and hate working. its because i know that thats not something i'm going to enjoy doing in future. Guess with this kind of attitude in me, i cant go far. nonetheless, i've got to stay positive. I need to find worth in myself. i need to know that there is something out there which i would love to commit in.

When will i be willing to take my very first step?:/ Time waits for no one.

everyone's moving forward, except me.

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HEHE.

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(:

Everyday is a day to be thankful for(: *just a random thought tho* haha. Umm, i'm now officially 18! legal for M18 movie and blahhh. surprisingly, these stuff dun excite me at all. lol. hahha. Anw, i'm gonna talk about ystd!(: DD, Dajie and benben was with me through this special day. thankful(: All the surprises and such. haha. Went to... (i forget whats that place le=.=) for buffet after much discussion. hahaha. YUMMY YUMMY. ate alooot! thanks for the treat(: Went archade after that, played and took neo print(its been years. haha):D &&i won in daytona! dam happy. haha. k, i know its childish of me but whatever!:D i won(: LALALALA. Mos burger then back to my house. Played monopoly deal. HAHA. *ji dong* Lights went off then birthday cake!(: (Y) hee. so touched when i see DD bringing the cake in. HAHA.

Thankyou everyone for your well wishes on fb, twitter, msges and especially those who made my day a awesome one. love all of you(:

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Change

I must always bear in mind that everyone is going through their own problems and i shouldn't be so selfish to just think about myself. its really time for another round of self reflection. Not only that, i must start learning to be more independent. i am always depending on DD, thinking that he will always be by my side 24/7. But truth is, that is not going to happen.

So, i got to learn. learn to be independent. learn to be strong.

I find myself having difficulties handling my emotions now. Sometimes negative feelings just start haunting me, making me feel really useless and sad. am starting to let my duper emotional side out to the whole world. the thought of it just makes me feel so....:/ argh. KIAHGEK, YOU NEED A CHANGE! gotta find my confidence back.

kinda miss the girl i used to be; happy-go-lucky. understanding. emotional but strong.

but of course i'm happy noow. Just that, i'm going to find back some missing positive traits of mine. jiayous kiahgek(:

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So true.. haha.

Recent lessons have been expecting us to think through what we want to do in future, after we graduate. i understand the importance in making us think about it and thats also why i always get so worried and frighten of what my future may bring. i do not have a clear plan of what i want to be and what i want to do in future. Even if i have the plan, it seem so far from reach. i've been living in my own fantasy for too long a time and when its time for me to get back to reality, i feel lost.

Hopefully i'll plan out my path soon.

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Blog Blog(: so.. news' filled with politics. but well, haha. Anw, school's been great so far(: Assignment coming in slowly but still manageable:D phew. haha. Happened to meet dajie in Cold Storage at the counter together with DD. So, we decided to head to her house instead. slack thr(: did random talking. haha. Left around 8.30 for dinner. SUBWAYYYY!(: Chatted with DD and we were talking about the things that happened when we just met each other. haha. silly yet adorable(:

you're the love of my life. (L)

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