WE'RE THE BZ-STUDENTS!

lovees(:
BEEEE-ZEEEEE:D
DD, me, Alicia& Atiqah(:

Once again, its another great day to remember(: Had BZcelebration as a whole cohort. it was a blast:D Dance performance was great overall!(: thanks to alina, Kevvin and nicholas for the cheoro! they're really amazing, we only have a total of 3meetups for pratice& they allowed us to achieve what we thought would be impossible. cool:D haha.

There was presentation by bz students as well and i really admire those presenters as well as mcees. i wouldn't be able to acheive their standard. i mean they actually memorized the whoole script which is a looooot. its madness. haha. really great. *CLAPS*

I believed we got to interact more with our seniors through this event& i thought that it was very meaningful(: (Y) After the whole event, DD accompanied me to clementi& we had mac for supper. muahaha. Camwhored:D then home sweet home!

Sometimes i really wish we stay near each other. this way, you will neither be home late all the time nor will it be troublesome for you. still, thankyou DD(:

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ENDURE

Its another great day which i embrace alot. School was like usual, nothing special thoo. haha. ohh. did i mention about this? For BZSE celebration, i will be one of the dancers(: together with DD, some of my coursemates& seniors! hahaha. Hope its not some rama lama songg. haha. Training starts tmr(: i'm a excited girlll:D hee.

DD came over to my house after school(: Played piano. taught him his very first piece. haha. i have no idea what is the title for the melody. hhaha. fast learner(: thumbs up. hee. Its funny how i see him getting annoyed but yet persevering to get it right. it just remind me of how i'm like whenever i try to learn a new piece. (:

Dinnered with DD! Really cherish every moment when i'm with you. i like how i always feel when i'm with you. no one can ever make me feel so comfortable and only when i'm with you, i can truly be who i want to be. time with u is never enoughh:/ never never enough. i sound like a spoilt kid. lol. haha.

Mummy told me today. "爱情是要经得起时间的考验的." &&its just so true. time is the prove to every single thing. i see you as my soulmate, the one i want to spend my life with. people may see it as a joke for me t say such things but i meant what i say. We don't know what the future has to offer us but we will do our very best to pull thru all obstacles and no matter how tough things get, we're not going to leave each other ya? i love you DD(L)

t everyone around me; please stay strong. i cant believe that so many people around me, are facing difficulties in life, all at one go. i really dunno what i can dooo:/

for ahkor, stay strong and get up on your feet soon. you have done what you can, now its time for you to do something for yourself. plan ur future ahead, chiong ur fyp and off u go for an overseas trip. to get away from all this shittt. JIAYOUS.

for my dearest friends, be cheerful for everyday is a brand new dayy. As much as all of you wish for everything to be fine the very next day, pain can still be felt once you're awake. but know tht it will all come to an end eventually, be it feeling of accusation , back-stabbed, heartbroken or lost. show all of your fighting spirit and don't give up. Never give up trying for i believe, one day all of your efforts would be recognized. JIAYOUS.

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Ita been awhile since i last blog. i've been really busy with projects till i hardly have time to think about anything else. Just when INSTEV/INSTATS report and written comm reflection is done, i still have to face LMS and social psych journal datelines. hahaha. ohman. JIAYOU LOOO!

Next tue onwards will be white week, hope we dun have to go back to school everydayyy:/ i need a breakkk. rawr.

Unpleasant things have been happening to people around me. whyy?:/ i feel so useless& helpless for not being able t do anything to cheer them up. i dislike how emotionally-attached i'm to ppl around me. sighh. how now brown cow D: i don't have the words to make you feel better, i don't have the ability to change things, what i have are those listening ears of mine.

Time will heal everything, like what you told me. i believe you will pull through it de. Its gonna be a lot tougher than what u've imagine but don't give up okayyyy. Everything will start afresh tmr! Settle your feelings doown& start planning for your future(: good things will come your way for sure. JIAYOUS!

Just so you know, no matter what; the best shelter is always back home.

Stay strong!

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OLVL PEEPOOOS ALL THE BEST

its so true.

School's gonna start tmrrrr. grrr. The hectic life of us is gonna start sooon. awman. Can't wait to complete my POA project. its like a burden. haha.

Olvl students are gonna receive their results tomorrow. All the best to yooo!(: it just made me recall how things were like a year ago. The hall was filled with tension and all of us starts to find ourselves with sweaty palms. Me feeling disappointed upon receiving my results maybe cause i expected a lil more. haha. i rmbed everyone's emotions back then. outburst of tears& also friends jumping for joy. haha. Its so funny to actually think back of those time.

To my fellow friends out there. No matter what kind of results you achieved, be it good or bad. know that you've actually worked for it. so don't regret for its all done. Its ok to tear and its ok to be sad if ur results have disappoint you. BUT after all the tears, stand up with a determined spirit to make things right. No one said that once your results are bad, u will have to give up. There is always choices in your life. Choose the right route and move forward. Believe me, with such spirit, you will do so much better than those ahead of yoou.

&& of course for those that are satisfied with your results. i really congratulate yooou!(: like seriously. Follow your passion and choose the route you want to go(: all the best for your future!:D

Yupp, so thats all i have to say to my fellow friends. Now, i'll be backk to my POA. hahaha. this is retarded but i can't wait to get it done and be over with. woooo.

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BZSE

Hihi! i'm backk to blogg again:D So.. lms is boring as usual. but its okayy, i pull it thru anw. haha. Headed to help out in open house after that. Convention Center was filled with so many people and i felt so uncomfortable with it.

Sometimes, i don't even understand myself, its just a crowd but why do i always find myself at a corner? Other than that, i also felt scare and needed to get myself out of the crowd almost immediately. but if course what i've just describe will only happens when i have no company with me. so..i decided to leave the place and went t HMS block. Felt so much more comfortable there(: no crowd& more familiar faces (Y) Helped out in trying to promote BZSE(: It felt greeat when i received positive feedbacks from the sec students. they built up alil of my self confidence, thanks alot(:

Headed back down to convention center but this time round with the company of jiahui and DD(: Met a group of 5 girls, and one of them was rather humorous. it felt like instead of us entertaining them, they entertained us. haha. So we just stood in the middle of nowhere and crapped for 30mins. laughed alot alot. Bused back tgther with the girls and jiahui. They're really chatty&hyper! haha. Really glad to have the chance to know them! AWESOMMMME:D

All in all, today was a great day! thankful for everything(L)

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Insecurity

Piano& smiley(:

Projects, projects and more projects. Cant wait for all this to be over soon. But i've always like how we manage to find time to relaz&enjoy ourselves. Watched Gulliver's travel and Ghost for the past two days. Nice movie& of course awesome partner to watch with(: (L) Open house duty tmr, kinda looking forward to it:D haha. Can't wait to let others know more about our course. yayay.

So anw, dajie is backk in singapore! Wanted to meet her yesterday night but she couldn make it. umm, soon soon! we shall meetup real soon to do some catching up(: miss her alooot. whosh.

In love with all yiruma pieces especially "River flows in you" and "kiss the rain"(: hee.& i'm currently learning "River flows in you". Beautiful song. Must master it!:D

p/s i really dislike the feeling of insecurity& i dunno why am i always feeling this wayy.

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random random

"Sometimes i feel when you truly care for someone,

you will tend to become more sensitive.

Not that you're possessive but because you care too much for them,

that even the smallest things can make you feel so insecure."

-Benben's FB:x haha.-

HI:D its new year! &i'm gonna work towards to be a better person this year! To be more understanding and thoughtful! it has always been a must-do thing each year(: &&maybe i should add "be a healthy girl" on my must-do list. haha. ummm, moments for random thoughts noooow. hee.

soo. FRIENDS. Ain't they suppose to be the one to pick you up from whr you fall and lead you on to the right route? i really wonder. What happens when one receive the wrong kind of company at the wrong time? Shouldn't friends consider and care about one another, to prevent them from things that bring disadvantage t their health& also the company they mix with? ummm. Maybe i was wrong to make friends sound like perfect human beings. Imperfection still do exist in the world. yes, it still do& will be. I'm not being pessimistic here but realistic. Maybe someone can play their part in knockin some sense into he/she. Too young for this, too risky for that. haiya. i dont know why do i actually get bothered by this. i'm a weirdo. haha.

& isn't life always about making choices. but why do people always choose the tougher&risky road when what they want have always been the easier way out? The enjoyment that they get are just..short term. Few years down the road when they look back, they will realise how silly they are. its always sad to see what ppl have become after a setback, like they've changed soo much. a number of people going through my mind when i'm typing this. haha:/ no matter what, pleaase do get up on your feet(s) soon yaa! your life will not revolve around your past, life is about moving on& will always be. If you're going to spend time lookin back& get stuck in your past, you're going to find out u've miss out alot of things in life when you finally got out of it. its not going to be easy, but never give up trying.

To everyone out there, belated happy new year! &do be happy peepooos:D

CHEEEEERS^^

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