#Late night thoughts

The feeling i get.. when i tried to be there for my friends but in the end all they said was that they're always alone. Was i really such a terrible friend? Sometimes it just felt never enough.

Everytime i hear them saying that, it breaks my heart into pieces and it makes me really disheartened but then again, i tell myself to stand up stronger and not give up because one day they'll look back and say, she has always been there, trying her best.

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its when with you where happiness comes so naturally.

LOVELY DAY, LOVELY DAY (: 

Met my dearest & we headed down to SPCA:D *excited me* Before that we had our 爱心便当 prepared by boyfeee ♥Whatsmore he woke up early just to prepare it becus we're both on budget and its important that we do not spend too much; best if we dun spend any when we're out(: haha. I'm such a blessed girl ^^ Of course, me on my part.. i brought out the cupcakes made & also Yakult! *one of dd's fav* hee:D

TADAHH (:

So after all the foodies, we arrived at SPCA(:  it was my first time there so, WAHHHH(: HAHA. anw, there were quite a number of dogs there and all abandoned. seriously... Sometimes i really wonder why do humans do that, why do they abandon and then why in the first place did they even decide to buy these dogs.. on impulse?!? goshhh:/

                                                                        

Dd & Biscult (:

Me & Biscult (:

Went into some of the cage to play with the dog. & I fell in love with a Jack Russell (Biscult) but unfortunately, i wasn't able to bring it home ): Still no ability in doing so. *sigh*

My fav(:

Dd on the other hand was going from cage to cage, trying to put what he learnt from Cesar Millan into use. hahaha. why is he so cute. haha. so anw, thru the way.. one of the dogs even tried to hump him T_T hahahaa. All i did was to stand outside the cage and laugh at him. *evil* hahaha (: 

                                               

Afterwhich we went on to kittens & cats! Damm, i'm still having phobias for cats and kittens. They are truly scary:/ Especially their claws. *gahhh* *shivers*

Kitten.

Stayed in SPCA for 3 hours plus before we head on to IKEA, one of the best hangout place. HAHAHAHA. you get to have comfortable beds to lie on, chairs to sit in, pillows to hug, cooling aircon and most importantly, cheap hotdog bread and drink!!! hehehee:D *call-me-cheapskate-i-don't-care* 

Camwhored & rested till our energy regained before heading back home (: 

IKEA!!

 

I LOVE HIM SO MUCHHHH (:

Not long after, i met dajie and both of us went for eyebrow threading ^^ Tho initially my intention was just to accompany her. hehe.

                                   
Bought pasar malam food & had a great chat w dajie(: After that I accompanied dajie to shop for her farewell gift for her colleague since it is going t be her last day at work tmr (Y) Waited for bus with her and we had a really random and long chat, with lots of 189 passing by before dajie finally board the bus (:

Today has been a really fulfilling and lovely day, indeed ♥

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Start giving!(:

Volunteering with ah d bun at Society of Physically Disabled, also known as SPD todayy ^^ It always felt nice to volunteer w Dd. *bringing out his compassionate side* hahaha. There was 2 session that we helped out in. For the first session, Dd accompanied some of them to play building of bricks while me on the other hand, helped out in accompanying the rest in singing ^^ hee. Tho some songs are really old but i think i did a great job in faking that i know how t sing. LOL. haha.

For the second batch, me and Dd decided to stick together and so we get to play table top games with the allocated group (: I took the lead with the game. Initially i was feeling really nervous.. not knowing how they will react and such but they were reaally enthusiatic (also, thanks to the other volunteers where they helped to hype up the atmosphere:D hee.) which made me felt better ^^ hee.

I was really exhausted physically after volunteering because it felt as tho i exerted all my energy in it and i came out feeling drained. hahahaha. But of course deep inside, i felt really happy to know that on this day i've gave my time, joy and smile to the people there(:

Went home & bakeee w momsie again(: haha. this time round, cupcakes:D So glad that my cupcakes came up looking pretty with balance surface ^^ hee.

Great day great day!(:

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Its a day of love

Attended my relative's wedding dinner together with boyfee (: So glad ahma asked him along^^ HEE. It was a different feeling attending it with my boyfr, someone whom i see a future with. when the bride and groom walk down the aisle, i start to picture what kind of wedding i hope to have, what are the procedure of things that must take place on this special day. Not long, i find dd & I discussing about how our wedding should be like. HAHAHA.

Interesting Wedding Favor!

Kelly & Me:D

Kelly & Dd! (:

3 of us^^

SNAP SNAP!

I know thinking too much and anticipating in future can hurt alot if everything between me and him falls. *touch 1000 woods* BUT i just want to embrace the kind of feeling both of us of feeling mutually(: Cus at that moment and even now, it feels so right (':

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1st double datee (:

Had our first double date with dajie & Jiefu ^^ teehee. We had katong laksa for our dinner! YUMSS:D Bought them to WTF after dinner& i'm so glad that they've enjoyed themselves^^ So.. i shall just let all the pictures do the talking nooow!

Dajie & Jiefu ^^

Dd & me ^^

Sisterss (:

Me & Jiefu ^^

4 of us!:D

Ending my post with buibui's blur face. TEEHEE!

Buibui ^_^

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Happy dayout with happy girls:D

YAYYY:D What a happy day todayy!

Favourite Pic (:

Went Kbox with benben& budbud:D  Both my loveeees ♥ after so looong, we got to meet ^^ Sing Sang Sung and not forgetting....CAMWHOREEE:D had so much funn! The room was filled with so much joy & laughters:D hee.

After k, Budd leftt for her work so benben & I travelled down t bugis. Initially the intention was that ahben wants to show me how big bugis street has become. but she ended up having her shopping spree. hahahaha. Tho i must admit some of the clothing there are really tempting. heh:X

Finally after 3-4 hours of shopping, ahben got all her lovely stuff & yayyy, dinner time!:D THAI EXPRESS:D *Yums* Camwhored after eating. hahahhahaa:X

Cant believe how many times i've tried this but still fail attempt t make my hair stay still:/ MEH.

loveees (:

                                       

Sky Garden:D

*pouts

HEHE. i'm so tired nooow so that pretty much explains why my post is so short but i'm really overwhelmed with all the happy feelings (: hee.

Thankyou girls for this wonderful day!

Nights earthlings  ♥

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No matter how much love I give away, I always have enough (':

Went out with Ah d bun todayy & as usual its all just smiley moments with him around(: Had our lunch in Clementi& the queue for lao ban was insanely long :x Went Coffeebean & manage to get a comfy seat ^^ *lucky us* Worked on our final report for YMCA but before that... comes camwhoring first. hehe (: 

Collected my specs after "completing" our work:D For once, i like it on me:D heh.

Anw, was welcomed home by naughty nic. Camwhored with him and he laughed so loudly at all the different effects. Such a joyball. (if there's even such a word) hahaha. Dd on the other hand was so obsessed with his game. hee. but i really enjoy this feeling when we can be side by side each other yet doing our own stuff:D *no awkward & tense atmosphere instead a really heartwarming & comfortable feeling. keke(: *

W the naughty one (:

W my dearest boyfeee (:

So..meeting benben & budbud tmrr:D i'm so exciteddddd (: can't wait for tmr to arrive ^_^

Till then,
XOXO

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Blissful

A day spent with momsie:D

Having a day spent with momsie, we decided to do smth different. So baking it shall be :D Shopped for our baking ingredients at cold storage ^^ Walk around in Pasar Malam!! yes, i loveee it :D always get so excited whenever there is pasar malam. heh. Went to make a new pair of specs (: it's been 3 years since i changed my specs:c So anw, got a black framed kinda specs. Guess it looks kinda nerdy on me:X HEH.

So.... went home & TADAHHH! baking time:D

Momsie's secret recipe:D hehe

TADAHH:D

For the 1st attempt after so long, i think momsie & me did pretty well^^ except that it can be better if the cookie is softer:x HEH.

Anw, bro came back todayy as well! Just in time to have dinner with us ^^ happpy (: What a blissful feeling to be eating together.. Later that night, i went in to bro's room to help him with his presentation. Many distractions thru the way.. hehe. Bro started playing his guitar while i sing alooong:D love this feeling. *cherish* Lots of laughter. Such bonding time together is not that bad afterall (:

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It's a decision made.

Tonight, i've come to terms with myself that,

No matter how people choose to see me in a negative light or talk behind my back, i'm still going to treat them with a genuine heart. like how i use to do so.

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Thankyou for giving me the chance to know you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST BOYFEEE!

Dd turns 19 today& so i thought of bringing him to a place where he can chill and yet smth of his interest. and tadahhhh:D Dog playhouse/cafe! that's it:D Really glad that he enjoy it there (: We met lot of new 'friends' (: let me introduce them to yoou now! hee.

Lulu, buibui &Duchess fighting for the toy. haha.

Sleeping Duchess (:

Yuki Chan (:

Mochi (:

Lulu (:

Didn't manage to take individual shots of buibui, Slinky, sha sha and lola (if thats how i spell it:X) :/

*kiss me kiss me!*

Afterwhich, i accompanied dd to his bball:D i love it when he gets on the bball court because thats when i see him being so carefree and happy (tho he is always happy. haha.). hope he keeps playing bball for the following years ^^ Together with his friends, we gave him a birthday surpise ^^ kinder brueno kind of cake:D YUMSS. keke.

Surprise!

heh. looking Cui:X

Dd w his bball friends (not complete:/)

As the midnight strike 12am again, Dd & we had our htht for 2.5 hours. We never really run out of any topics & always thru such truthful talks where we learn more about one another (:

I love you OBD! You're the reason why i wake up everyday with a smile on my face.♥ 

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