ok, so was out whole day with benben(: like a final meetup! hee. happygirl. i'm near forgetting how it feels like to be out with a friend. sometimes i feel friend-less (i dunno if thrs such words tho), like i have no one to go out with if dd is busy. haha. so yeapp! Decided for a picnic at marina barrage since kbox is really ex on public holi, haha. Weather was really great in the noon, no sun and it was really windy. But that lasted for only 2 hours. haha. then it started to rain. luckily we were already under the shelther from the start. Chit-chatted. really great catching up with her! Camwhored, as usual(: Then home sweet home after our dinner at clementi mall^^
Exams are finally over! YAYAYAY:D claps to everyone's hardwork(: Celebrated Charlotte's birthday at atrium then off DD and i went to vivo(: watched 'rise of the planet of the apes':D weewoo. AWESOOMME MOVIE:D && its actually our very first time watching a gold class movie(: hee. So before the seatings are ready, we actually rest in a lounge, chit-chated:D it felt so awkward when we first entered the place, cause we were dressed in a very casual attire:x When we are allowed in the cinema, we acted like some gundu peeps. so amazed by the seats and how spacious it was. Started to play with the seats. press button *goes up* press another button *goes down* heh. dam comfy. theres even a towel or whatsoever u call that, to cover your leg when u're cold. hee. ordered a drink and a pie:D its a lil pricy but nice:D haha. it was really an awesome experience(:
i'm the kind of girl who is always deep in thoughts whenever i'm alone. i think about what my life will be without the people who is now with me. what if one day i lose memory of everyone and everything, including the one i love so dearly. what if the next moment i am left with nothing.
well, i dunno if its good to think so much. its like crazy yet silly thoughts. every time i think about these, my tears fall subconsciously. i'm afraid what life have for me but at the same time, anticipating for a great future ahead too. haha. contradicting much. Shared these silly thoughts with DD, cant help but teared again. haha. i'm just weird. pure weird.
So anyway, exams are nearing and i cant wait for it to be over. teehee. Dance tmrr! yay. cant wait too:D My life is filled with love.
There are days when i'm really nice, days where i'm so dam patient and days where i'm so impatient that lil things can just piss me off, days where i feel annoyed, days where i feel unappreciated, days where i feel so loved, days where i feel so angelic, days where i feel so monster-y.
Is it normal for me to be experiencing all this? i hope so tho.
Bad attitudes, change? yeahhh. i don't like it in me either.
TADA. was looking at all my pics taken with DD and wow! we have been through many things and celebrated many occassion together(: awesssomme:D haha. Happened to come across this picture and felt it was really a memorable one. Which guuy would be willing to wear a watch with smiley designs on it. i mean, guys see this gay or whatsoever. But DD bought and wore it together with me(: He even wore it to school! touched nehh:X Though this watch was short-lived, i was still happy that we shared such silly memories(: haha. now even when i think of it, it brings smile to my face(: i love you dd(:
HI:D i'm back to post again. so... dance was really great ystd! everyone was suppose to showcase what we have learnt in groups of six:D i like how the class is enthu about dance:D hee. so after every group showcast-ed, Anan had her solo dance! (Y) AWESOOMMMME:D she dance like some diva. really very cool. hahaha. continueing the next level:D cant wait! teehee^^
My new blogsong: Today by life begins by bruno mars(: i dunno why, but when i first heard it, it got me pretty emotional. maybe the melody(: i felt a tug at my heart but i have no idea what was that suppose to mean. so yeah, heres the lyrics:D
Today My Life Begins
I've been working hard so long Seems like pain has been my only friend My fragile heart's been done so wrong I wondered if I'd ever heal again
Ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same All around me I can feel a change (ohh)
I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me leave the past behind me, today my life begins A whole new world is waiting, it's mine for the taking I know I can make it, today my life begins
Yesterday has come and gone And I've learn how to leave it where it is And I see that I was wrong For ever doubting I could win
Ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same All around me i can feel a change (ohh)
I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me leave the past behind me, today my life begins A whole new world is waiting, it's mine for the taking I know I can make it, today my life begins
Life's to short to have regrets So I'm learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget We only have one life to live So you better make the best of it
I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me leave the past behind me, today my life begins A whole new world is waiting, it's mine for the taking I know I can make it, today my life begins
I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me leave the past behind me, today my life begins A whole new world is waiting, it's mine for the taking I know I can make it, today my life begins...
i have never thought that after all these years, i can actually feel so happy all over again. The carefree feeling i have always been looking for within me, is back(: & it felt really really great. my capacity to love, forgive and care is back as well(: its really hard to put these feelings in words. but its really amazing. it felt so magical.