Disappointment

WARNING; NEGATIVENESS AHEAD.

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Sometimes all we want to do, is to love those who was suppose to deserve it the most. Maybe it was too naive of us to think that way. Reality is always cruel. You can picture happy endings, positive outcomes but just sometimes, things dont go our way. The first word heard from the other person's mouth is just so hurtful. You start seeing all the hurt, feel all the anger, feel the disappointment. Yes, i may be smiling whenever all this happen, acting like i dun give a dam. but really, i feel so upset. everytime this happens, i just have to wait till i'm alone to take that smile off my face. He have done what he could, maybe its my turn? maybe i should try taking the step out. Can i say that he is one of my fear. how sad right.

all i hope is for u t just hear what he've got to say. is it so difficult?

p/s i understand this may be confusing to readers for the diff "he". but i guess it doesnt matter so much eh.