#late night thoughts

Slowly i see myself fading off from the lives of many. Don't get me wrong, it's just... i know i'm not that special friend anymore, i've turn into just an ordinary friend. I wouldn't be back to where i was before because i've been replaced by someone better, someone who is able to be there for them when they are in need.

I asked myself, why. maybe i'm just acting like a sore loser;

All of them weigh so much importance in my heart. i think of them almost all the time. Yesyes, some people might say actions speaks louder than words but y'know, meetups don't come that easy. i've tried meeting up with them but plans were always always cancelled at the very last minute. all hopes down the drain& i told myself, be an understanding friend because thats all I'll probably be.